obsession confession

lynetteplease @ 2009-09-01T01:55:00

2009-08-31T17:57:01Z

Dont start to make yourself redundant in my life thanks

lynetteplease @ 2009-08-02T03:02:00

2009-08-01T19:16:04Z

I think my cranky-ness has gotten to another level that i think no one, absolutely no one can handle me anymore. Maybe its time for a major make-over within. I do not like to be told what i should do, how i should change and what is wrong with me cos i knw everything that is wrong abt me and i knw a change is needed. Thanks for holding back. Prehaps you should walk away and i will wake up from my cranky dream.

lynetteplease @ 2009-05-06T00:48:00

2009-05-05T17:33:44Z

Time for a little update before i disappear from this world of social interaction and trap in my own chicken coop and die.

MY LIFE HAS BEEN FUCKED UP AND I SWEAR THAT I WANT TO ROT AND DIE IN MY ROOM.
Sometimes i feel that life is so meaningless i cant do what i want. All i can do now is so study and kill my brains. Hello, my head is so puny, how can i stuff all these numbers and theories together in such a short period of time. I need magic, OH GOD.
Okay im fucking wasting time here talking rubbish when i can actually take this time here to study.

Adios everyone.
Till my next appearance.

lynetteplease @ 2009-02-23T22:17:00

2009-02-23T14:20:47Z

So, i traded my new phone for the extraction of the stupid wisdom tooth.
Now new phone shall have to wait ):

lynetteplease @ 2008-12-09T01:09:00

2008-12-08T17:12:50Z

And so, i lost my hp which i dont want to lose. I'd rather lose the other one but its safe and sound lying on that blardy dressing table. Dammit. Im contactless. Hello, dont contact me. Call my house yo. AND YOU, STOP READING MY LJ. Thank you very much. (:
School tmrw, how am i going to contact phebs after poa? OH MAN!
To cheer myself up a little, christmas is coming and im kinda having a mixed feeling about it. Should i be like excited because i think im going to receive presents? But i doubt so. Alright, maybe i dont want anything. Im not a careful one.

lynetteplease @ 2008-10-22T23:22:00

2008-10-22T15:25:26Z

If im given the chance, i'd really wish to move out of this place and have my own space. i dont want to live at the mercy of someone else and be watched ard. i want to save up my own money and have my own space where i know no one will be there to see how i live and what i do. my life is for myself. working and paying for my own bills isnt easy but i seriously hate to be watched and being told off as stupid. yes if ure so capable pls go find ur own happiness instead of staying at home everyday to gouge on us thanks. my life is pathetic enough and i really hate to say this, im beginning to hate you.

lynetteplease @ 2008-10-02T01:54:00

2008-10-01T18:24:56Z

I am tired and need to stop snacking. can sense that my fishballs are going missing soon. is it the braces or is it the fats.

Oh wonderful! You're the biggest winner. Congratulations!

lynetteplease @ 2008-09-25T00:04:00

2008-09-24T16:05:54Z

F1 NIGHT. WHEEEE!

and i mistook the nail polish remover for eye cleanser, rub it on my eye, MY EYE FEELS HOT NOW. STUPID

lynetteplease @ 2008-09-21T19:44:00

2008-09-21T11:59:37Z

My days at home are so not the kinda life i want to live. When ive the chance, out i'll go. Its not the i dont love my family or this house is not a landed property but its just that i dont like to feel the way im feeling right now. With someone always being the queen of the house, ordering ard and interrogating abt everyone's lives. Thats why i reallt get frustrated when you ask me so many many qns, i cant handle that, SO PLEASE DONT get me started. I dont like answering to anyone, nobody but myself. Im sure im having moodswings now. I dont feel right about something.

lynetteplease @ 2008-09-11T13:58:00

2008-09-11T06:26:29Z

Life hasnt really been kind to me i think. Alright maybe not. I'm just feeling stale. Stupid eyes are red and i dont feel good. Okay work is fun, REALLY fun. With non stop laughters and jokes, time flies.

I need a tan!

lynetteplease @ 2008-09-01T01:37:00

2008-08-31T18:00:40Z

Putting on weight like fuck.

TSKKKKKKK. Whats the fastest way to lose weight without exercising! Anyone knows tell me tell me!

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-30T23:01:00

2008-07-30T15:06:50Z

Lynette and her itchy hand. Great world, hello?

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-24T02:04:00

2008-07-23T18:20:32Z

So, i feel that im facing a change in my life. Is it the moodswings making me feel this way or is it really that im having a change. I feel that im losing touch with human beings. Facing the comp almost everyday, im losing human interaction. Any human being wants to meet me? I feel that all my friends are gone suddenly. I just feel weird right now im not myself.

B&j at 5, so long loves.

BFF, let the unhappiness evaporate and be urself again soon. I miss you <3

xxx

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-21T01:58:00

2008-07-20T18:00:05Z

after brazilian wax

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-17T00:24:00

2008-07-16T16:26:55Z

Nice drive.

Cut down on food intake.

xxx

/edit
So since i cant to slp, heres list of reasons i give myself for snacking and eating more than 3 meals a day

1) Eat more now just in case i'll be too busy with sch when i start studying again
2) Everything is rising in price, better eat more now before everything goes up even more and ive no money to eat
3) Hope my fats will go up to my boobs so i'll look voluptuous

I'm dead full from aston's with BFF, cant sleep cant think. And i lost my sunken cheeks and flat tummy. Find them back for me please.

xxx

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-13T17:25:00

2008-07-13T09:44:35Z

Dinner at dempsey hill was perfect. Perfect ambience, scenery and weather. Oosh is gorgeous, b&j there is wonderful. Friends, we should all go there for a meal some day. Its gng to be worth while!

Screwed up photobucket. Back with more photos soon!

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-07T23:30:00

2008-07-07T15:42:49Z

and so, saturday was spent with phoebe and her cousin. it wasnt that bad after all, no?

omg i give up on lj cut, loser ):

xx

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-04T01:10:00

2008-07-03T17:14:06Z

I'm sorry.

lynetteplease @ 2008-07-01T18:46:00

2008-07-01T10:52:12Z

I got nicely locked out of my house today. Was desperately looking for saviors for company but well, everyone had activities arranged. Anyhow, ya i wasnt alone in the end. So i broke my YSL bag's strap. Still feeing sad about it. I'm serious. Buy me another one, mommy? FAT HOPE LYNETTE

Yesterday was my last day at ESPN. More of fun and farewell party than work. Thats how last days are i guess.

my surname is CHOONG by the way

I will miss this place, the people, the emails.

xoxo

lynetteplease @ 2008-06-29T23:11:00

2008-06-29T15:15:32Z

So tomorrow's my last day at ESPN, mixed feelings stirring up.

wonder how i will feel after that.

lynetteplease @ 2008-06-26T22:35:00

2008-06-26T15:01:52Z

Colleagues and schoolmates, the world is so small.

Met up with PwC peeps yesterday, wasnt it a pleasant meet up.

I never thought that i had any more to give
Pushing me so far here i am without you
Drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
Everything will change, love remains the same

lynetteplease @ 2008-06-22T21:05:00

2008-06-22T13:23:53Z

miss my teeth, a little perhaps. rubber broke just today, i wonder anyone is as rough as me when it comes to eating. and oh i dontknw if im making the right choice here i really dont want to regret for the next few months. i can honestly and boldly say that i am not exactly prepared for anything bigger than what it is now. okay i think only i will understand this but hey, im only human? glad that you get me.

pleasant surprise today at trinity, meeting the cellers. havent met them for the longest of time. farewell dinner for marc soon, tell me when!

suntec and hub later with hua and san. missed their company a million and thanks for today, cheenabs!

having phobia with mouth opening.

/edit
dear BFF BFF's boyf went to church with me too! i thought last week's sermon was more catchy than this week's. still, i learnt smth from it, did you?!
and bumping into aggie in the middle of suntec was lovable and like what i told BFF, aggie's gng to marry xx, FOR SURE. the picture of a one happy couple bringing their mom for a movie on a sunday just makes me go awwww (:

party soon with clique before sch starts, yes?

xoxo

lynetteplease @ 2008-06-08T23:45:00

2008-06-08T15:49:19Z

Having uber mundane life at this point of time isnt helping me to prepare for uni life. Ben & jerry's, yes? I dontknw. i need money to maintain that braces, no more from mommy. I think its a yes then!

WHY CANT I PUT PHOTOS UP AGAIN. I GIVE UP.

Meet up with friends soon pls. DONT FORGET ABOUT MEEEEE ):

lynetteplease @ 2008-05-19T23:47:00

2008-05-19T16:02:05Z

So, your ops is going to end and it spells happiness.

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lynetteplease @ 2008-05-07T19:26:00

2008-05-07T11:54:38Z

With the additional touch ups by my brother, i definitely need liposucion. Urgently.

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